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TapiYoni
When I asked its name, it replied in a humorous tone, “TapiYoni, of course.” I welcomed the answer with a smile. It was as if it was trying to soften the wounded, sad, and hurt energy of the portal with humor. While I had joined the work to hold space for it, it seemed like it also wanted to create a gentle encounter to hold space for me. In that moment, I felt in my very core that it had a consciousness. Was this thing inside me? How had we never met before? I felt parched with longing for something I had just discovered existed… But before I could drink deeply from this channel, there were things that needed cleansing, things that needed facing.
After the gentle welcome, TapiYoni surrendered itself to an old, sad, and wounded reflection… It was showing me its current reality with complete transparency. It was hard. It was exhausting. But it was worth it. It truly was. I was glad! We were like two separate consciousnesses in the same body, yet we served each other with a flawless dance!
My heart was filled with gratitude and joy… 🐚
Before the yoni art therapy workshop with my dear teacher Dila, I had taken a pregnancy test, and it showed two lines. Afterwards, we began the session, and during the womb meditation, I saw a huge pearl at the head of my womb, radiating light into it… Then I saw a beautiful oyster inside my womb, and within it, a blonde-haired mermaid. I was deeply, deeply moved.
After the meditation, while shaping my yoni with clay, I felt called from my heart to make a small yoni as well… The next day, when I went to the doctor, I learned that I was 4 weeks pregnant. I experienced such incredible emotions.
Thank you so much, my dear teacher Dila, I love you so much 🤍🫂🪬
The oyster shell carries Venus from the sea in which she was born…
Venus, the symbol of love and beauty… of femininity… of my femininity…
The rose inside the oyster is my fragile womanhood…
It has managed to protect its pearl, no matter the cost…
With gratitude to my dear Dila for her guidance 🌹